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maddestBelated well wishes to everyone for the various everythings-
Now that we're post explosions, shall we touch base with one another? I feel utterly out of touch. Like this year has started out of the gate like a horse with its tail on fire.
Perhaps it's all the new arrivals. Hello, little things! I hope all your questions have been answered. If they haven't perhaps I could give it a go, hm?
Now that we're post explosions, shall we touch base with one another? I feel utterly out of touch. Like this year has started out of the gate like a horse with its tail on fire.
Perhaps it's all the new arrivals. Hello, little things! I hope all your questions have been answered. If they haven't perhaps I could give it a go, hm?
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Date: 2011-01-05 03:04 am (UTC)[video][private: unhackable]
Date: 2011-01-05 03:09 am (UTC)I'm not like that. But somewhere deep down, I guess I'm capable of it.
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Date: 2011-01-05 03:41 am (UTC)[video][private: unhackable]
Date: 2011-01-05 03:46 am (UTC)[Bending him over that bed.]
I liked hurting you.
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Date: 2011-01-05 06:21 am (UTC)[He liked being hurt.]
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Date: 2011-01-05 06:29 am (UTC)[He pauses, here.]
... what stopped me with you was what didn't stop me with Yuca.
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Date: 2011-01-05 06:36 am (UTC)[video][private: unhackable]
Date: 2011-01-05 08:14 am (UTC)Yuca wouldn't have felt a thing I did. He wouldn't have cared... it never mattered.
I care about you too much to hurt you. I cared about him too much not to.
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Date: 2011-01-05 06:16 pm (UTC)[Voice suddenly poisonous.]
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Date: 2011-01-05 07:48 pm (UTC)... forget it, then.
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Date: 2011-01-06 12:24 am (UTC)[video][private: unhackable]
Date: 2011-01-06 03:04 am (UTC)[Quietly. Though whether it's over said heartbreak, or for assuming -- that's up to Break.]
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Date: 2011-01-06 03:11 am (UTC)[It comes out in a burst, and then he falls silent, gritting his teeth. Anger or frustration is very rare. He's usually more likely to run from the issue.]
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Date: 2011-01-06 03:14 am (UTC)[video][private: unhackable]
Date: 2011-01-06 03:17 am (UTC)...
That wasn't your fault.
[He feels the need to repeat it.]
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Date: 2011-01-06 03:26 am (UTC)[video][private: unhackable]
Date: 2011-01-06 03:30 am (UTC)... what do you want me to say?
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Date: 2011-01-06 03:32 am (UTC)Nothing.
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Date: 2011-01-06 03:39 am (UTC)I told you I could be cruel to you. What I meant was... emotionally.
That's why I stopped. Not because I didn't want to hurt you -- I could have done what you asked-
But I- care about you. And I knew that if I did that, it might make you hate me. No matter if you said you wouldn't.
[He half-laughs, humorlessly. Seems someone's not as innocent or naive as he seems.]
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Date: 2011-01-06 08:31 am (UTC)We'll talk again later?
[Now who's escaping?]
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Date: 2011-01-06 08:41 am (UTC)Don't-
[If they don't talk about this, they never will.]
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Date: 2011-01-06 08:46 am (UTC)[Facetious.]
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Date: 2011-01-06 08:49 am (UTC)But it's either this, or every time we talk will have this hanging over us until one of us does something stupid.
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