[He doesn't wait for Break to answer; he can't, if he does there's not a chance he'll say it.]
Back home, the real reason I follow the script is so that I can find Michael. So that I could tell him I want to give it all up and leave the war if he will go with me.
Yes. Which means at home, I have three months or so to believe in him. And then the war goes on.
But here...where I know what he'll do the moment we're free--
I was the one who suggested a truce among my siblings. I don't know if I regret it or not. With Gabriel, certainly not. But you've seen how he is. No truce was needed. He wants peace.
I know I can hold my own with the rest of you. You're all- deliberate, quiet, graceful. I can startle, impress, or horrify you in terms with my humanity, wit and facility.
But Gabriel- Gabriel is fast. And we have enough in common that I doubt I'm anything particularly new to him. I get the impression he knows humanity a little better than the rest of you.
He does. In fact, he's spent the past two thousand years living in various forms. He ran away from heaven and hijacked a god's body, just to live among you.
They come and go quickly, inviting one another in, fighting and fluttering off. New family, new friends, one sent home one minute, one dead the next. I can't always differentiate.
Some things are easier not to keep track of here I suppose. You seem to handle all the little changes better than most. So many minds here are so preoccupied with their losses....
The permanence of something doesn't actually have anything to do with it's meaning. As lasting or transient as they may be, a great deal of human existence is spent invested in navigating social structures. To us, they are very meaningful.
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Date: 2011-08-15 08:15 am (UTC)[He doesn't wait for Break to answer; he can't, if he does there's not a chance he'll say it.]
Back home, the real reason I follow the script is so that I can find Michael. So that I could tell him I want to give it all up and leave the war if he will go with me.
He says 'no'.
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Date: 2011-08-15 08:17 am (UTC)[Heart aching for him quietly.]
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Date: 2011-08-15 08:20 am (UTC)But here...where I know what he'll do the moment we're free--
I was the one who suggested a truce among my siblings. I don't know if I regret it or not. With Gabriel, certainly not. But you've seen how he is. No truce was needed. He wants peace.
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Date: 2011-08-15 08:25 am (UTC)[Smiling.]
Can I tell you something privately?
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Date: 2011-08-15 08:32 am (UTC)Why?
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Date: 2011-08-15 08:34 am (UTC)But Gabriel- Gabriel is fast. And we have enough in common that I doubt I'm anything particularly new to him. I get the impression he knows humanity a little better than the rest of you.
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Date: 2011-08-15 09:06 am (UTC)How many do you have staying with you now?
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Date: 2011-08-15 09:10 am (UTC)You don't seem the type not to know who's padding around your bunker.
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Date: 2011-08-15 09:26 am (UTC)Some things are easier not to keep track of here I suppose. You seem to handle all the little changes better than most. So many minds here are so preoccupied with their losses....
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Date: 2011-08-15 09:28 am (UTC)[He laughs.]
Nothing of any importance ever shifts.
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Date: 2011-08-15 09:44 am (UTC)Enlighten me. Which structures do you promote?
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