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[maddest]

[Like so many others will this week, Break wakes up screaming. The PCD isn't pointed at the bed, so it doesn't capture anything but sound until he scrambles off of it, past the camera and towards the window, throwing it open to get fresh air.

This all hits a little close to home.]

Why-

[He asks, hoarsely, a few minutes later,]

-does the network insist on displaying our grief? The timing is too consistent to be accidental.

Comments

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

It's surprisingly easy to talk yourself into!

[al_truism]

Talk yourself into?

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

Look me in the eye-

[al_truism]

[Slowly, Al does look up.]

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

Now smile. Wider than you normally would- just smile.

[al_truism]

[... he tries. He really does.]

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

Hold it.

[al_truism]

[Slowly, it becomes a little more true.]

... hm.

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

There we are.

[al_truism]

[This startles him.]

Can you see me?

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

[Break lifts a finger to his mouth, gesturing for him not to speak.]

[al_truism]

[Al falls silent, but out of joy -- and a lack of thought -- he reaches for his hand.]

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

It pays to have friends in certain places.

[al_truism]

[Al just squeezes his hand in reply.]

I'm so glad.

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

Keep it to yourself.

[al_truism]

[He pulls his hand back.]

I will.

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

[al_truism]

... now I'm going over anything embarrassing I might have done when I thought...

[Teasing, laughing.]

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

You just stare. A great deal.

[al_truism]

Would you believe it's because I'm trying to spot where you might be different?

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

I typically believe most things you say. You're a dreadful liar.

[al_truism]

[He has to smile.]

I don't like to lie. I think that comes through.

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

Absolutely.

[al_truism]

You are different. Other moments, it's as though you were never gone.

[mister-hatter.livejournal.com]

What do you think has changed about me?