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Jan. 2nd, 2011 06:45 pm
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Belated well wishes to everyone for the various everythings-

Now that we're post explosions, shall we touch base with one another? I feel utterly out of touch. Like this year has started out of the gate like a horse with its tail on fire.

Perhaps it's all the new arrivals. Hello, little things! I hope all your questions have been answered. If they haven't perhaps I could give it a go, hm?

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Date: 2011-01-04 04:15 pm (UTC)
al_truism: ([Sun])
From: [personal profile] al_truism
Not of you... but you've helped draw out the things in me I was afraid of.

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Date: 2011-01-04 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
Ah- you're right not to mind those.

[Softer.]

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Date: 2011-01-04 04:56 pm (UTC)
al_truism: (In a whisper; say goodbye)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
... you think I shouldn't?

[He sounds somewhat doubtful.]

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Date: 2011-01-05 03:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
No. I hurt myself, reaching for something I had no right to.

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Date: 2011-01-05 03:09 am (UTC)
al_truism: (Take to Wing)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
It still wasn't right.

I'm not like that. But somewhere deep down, I guess I'm capable of it.

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Date: 2011-01-05 03:46 am (UTC)
al_truism: (This is the last time)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
That... and coming as close as I did to-

[Bending him over that bed.]

I liked hurting you.

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Date: 2011-01-05 06:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
Al, we've been over this part.

[He liked being hurt.]

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Date: 2011-01-05 06:29 am (UTC)
al_truism: (In a whisper; say goodbye)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
I know. But even if you hadn't... I might not have stopped myself.

[He pauses, here.]

... what stopped me with you was what didn't stop me with Yuca.

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Date: 2011-01-05 08:14 am (UTC)
al_truism: (Being a better man)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
You would have let it happen. And then you would have blamed yourself for it. I would have turned you inside out and broken your heart.

Yuca wouldn't have felt a thing I did. He wouldn't have cared... it never mattered.

I care about you too much to hurt you. I cared about him too much not to.

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Date: 2011-01-05 06:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
Well, you have a high opinion of yourself.

[Voice suddenly poisonous.]

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Date: 2011-01-05 07:48 pm (UTC)
al_truism: (Nobody wants to be the last one left)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
[Al fall silently, flushing.]

... forget it, then.

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Date: 2011-01-06 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
No, no, tell me more about how you broke my heart.

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:04 am (UTC)
al_truism: ('Cause I'm yours)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
I'm sorry.

[Quietly. Though whether it's over said heartbreak, or for assuming -- that's up to Break.]

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
I feel I should probably know about this, since I'm apparently a party to it.

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:11 am (UTC)
al_truism: (Something left to save)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
You're not the only one it's hurting-

[It comes out in a burst, and then he falls silent, gritting his teeth. Anger or frustration is very rare. He's usually more likely to run from the issue.]

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
Oh, well, let me be the first to apologize for your slapping me.

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:17 am (UTC)
al_truism: (Being a better man)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
[A soft breath, pain. Damn it.]

...

That wasn't your fault.

[He feels the need to repeat it.]

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mister-hatter.livejournal.com
Get your story straight, Mister Elrich.

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Date: 2011-01-06 03:30 am (UTC)
al_truism: (Reaching out for you)
From: [personal profile] al_truism
[Silence. He can't remember the last time he wanted to run from something this badly.]

... what do you want me to say?

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